Dear readers, I’m so sorry to be MIA but it’s been nuts lately. I haven’t forgotten you.
We have lost some dear friends and family members recently. Once again I’m writing about grief. I haven’t been able to bring myself to compose something about Navajo angel Ashlynn Mike. Her little life must be honored and remembered. Words fail me completely with her death. The only thing I can think of is that our adopted mom, Bettye, crossed over in time to take Ashlynn’s hand and to comfort her on the other side. Yes, I believe in such things.
You Left Me
I thought we had one more visit
and until then
a phone call would suffice.
It was not to be
because you up and died
you rascal, you!
You left me.
This blast of grief is different
and catches me like a trumpet–
Gabriel’s trumpet,
fierce and full in my ear at sundown
and first thing in the morning,
doubling me down at noon.
You left me.
Why did I mistake the brilliant
orange tanager who landed in the mesquite,
a sign a symbol I should have cherished
by action and not writing some silly line
in my journal,
brief, non-committed.
You left me.
I thought I had one more visit
and you sent the warning through a bird
they always do that, you know…
there’s a warning, a message.
but I thought there was time, dammit.
It’s over.
You left me.
With my dear friend and adopted Mom, Bettye B. RIP
copyright © 2016 by Susan E. Rowland
Your poem touches my heart. I’m sorry you lost your beloved friend who became your adopted Mom. ❤
Hey, how are you? I’m behind on my reader-coming over to visit right now! Thank you for stopping by. Bettye’s passing really got me. I was going back ‘home’ to see her this summer. 😦